this week's been rough.what with common test and the ascertained lousy grades that come with lousy studying.pity that's the least of my troubles.
to you: sometimes the best way to go is probably just to stay friends.you have your life,i have mine.the occasional outing is probably fine,but plesae remember that we actually come from two vastly different worlds,and people out there are watching us.we have reputations to uphold,we have people to answer to.this is why sometimes avoidance is the best way out.i never had a proper answer to that tough question you once posed me.now you know.please treasure what you have in front of you.i'm sure it's worth is despite all your doubts.sometimes we have to cast aside our doubts and see without subjectivity what is right in front of us.we learn to treasure more what we have now,without thinking about what we could have had. (:
to
you: i don't know what's going on between us,and maybe i don't wanna know.i'm tired of going to bed every night questioning us,don't want to have to wake up every morning to puffy eyes.if this is your idea of what you want,please tell me so that i know what you want.then at least i won't have false hopes of what is going to happen later in the future.i don't want to think of the promise you made me and realize that maybe,you're never gonna fulfil it.all i need you to do,is really just care and be honest to yourself.that's enough.
to mug: MUG!thanks for being there when i needed you.when i was at the hospital and needed someone for moral support.when i was completely incoherent and all sniffly and stuffed up over the phone.when i was going crazy over history.when i was going crazy over econs.when i was going crazy over lit.for waking me up when i needed waking up,which is actually quite often.haha math is the only thing i didn't go to you for help.i wonder why! (: but really.thanks a million.thanks for cheering me up and showing me that really,life is just about what we make of it.it's true that the sun will rise everyday.thankyouthankyou. :D
last common test tmr.and i'm too tired to think and my fingers too numb to type anymore.after all that verbal ranting,i think i'm finally ready to go to sleep.
goodnight world.
